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2008-09-30T10:09:00.000+08:00

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2008-09-30T09:49:00.007+08:00

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2008-09-21T20:26:00.006+08:00

Okayy2! Im just to excited about the upcoming event. Nie last post, confirm abes. Tuesday not going to school. Yes ahhh! Will go to GH for a check up with the doctor and take blood. 7 am need to go out. Kambing will accompanied me, sweet kan die. Haha, dah2 diam ayam. B gi tanam ah, tkmo step sweet. Then we'll break fast together. Nyehehehe! And lepas tu kan lepas tu kan, nyeah, just between us. *evil smile* Bf sorang jek tau.

- Anyway. I wanted to tell u this. I think you know it quite well. Even though u have a bf, I still have deeps feelings for u. It won't go away, I know. I feel bad/sad/remorseful for not spending time with u and giving u the support that u need. I could only wish that I had more and u have a blessed life. Other than that, I really miss u. I know I won't ever have a chance again but I won't push my chances. I sound like a sissy, I know. But this has been in me for too long. Anyway I fulfilled one of the 'promises'. I've stopped drinking. Love, Roy Shazwan.

Dearest Roy, I really appreciate you, but nah, I'm here not to love you, but just to guide you friend (=

See this!

He'll treat me on the ice cream, hee.

Take Care. Bye.
Raziel's (=

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2008-09-20T16:18:00.010+08:00

Cuta kan ni bby? *grins*
Ah, this one I like! And oh, the face! So cheeky.

*resting* Tiring you know making all this kuih's. Mum was busy cooking her chicken rice. And so, I helped her make the chocolate cookies. "4 adunan" in malay, that's like so alot. Got 2 more adunan to go. Bf kept complaining he's bored la, this and that lahh. Will msg u just before I sleep okayy sayaang? Ily, ily, ily! Eeee! Menyampah ah. Anyway, this will be the last post. Deleting it soon, later will create a new blog after my N. Start afresh kate kan. Lol! (Macam paham) Omg, I just realise that science paper and other subject was just around the corner. Less than 2 weeks *big sigh* I told kambing about this and he agreed to help me in my studies. Gemok! Aku sayaaang kau. && to the rest of N's and O's students, good luck! Bye (;

Take Care.
Raziel's (=

Episode 191

2008-09-19T21:08:00.017+08:00

He got his own thing
That's why I love him.
- Specially for sayaaang (=

Gonna delete this blog, soon I guess. If God's willing, I'll make a new one. Aiseybedah! Speaking ah budak nie, hahahahah. Dah2, diam ayam lahh. And to my most dearest favourite bf, lol! Sorry for ruining today's plan eh B. Ily, and that's all matter okay. I swear, anything, l'll inform you before hand. You're the best lah kambing! Hee. And it touches me every time each drop of tears came down my cheek and you swept it away gently. Eeeeeee! Menyampah.

Meet him just now, we fought just over a little thing, like going to Peninsular, wearing slippar and not shoes! He's just being ridiculous. Kan B kan? *rolls my eyes* And so, lastly, since his wallet dah mcm, ahh you know. So i bought him a $40 Billabong wallet at city hall. And when I reached his house, he told me that he smashed his ipod. "ohh..ummm..okayy" that's what I reply, and "stupid" too. Haha! We're okayy now. Fiqqq! I am so not your mummy. Please eh!

Dear, hug tadi dah dapat. Bt I need another hug from you, again. A tight one bby.

Take Care.
Raziel's (=

Episode 190

2008-09-18T14:46:00.002+08:00

To Ain and Aceh, Happy 3rd Monthsary! (=
Last long you two.
Nash bestie! Congrats for being the first in class.
At last, after long time of waiting, u get what u wanted.
Happy for u!

Muhammad Helmi Spider! I love youuu, yes I do! Hahaa, fake. Can I like complaint something? I've found the right maxi dress (= Best kan! But sadly, there's no size for me. The dress was way too long. The owner asked me to alter, and I said it wouldn't be nice like the orginal one. So yeah, just forget about having one of it. Nah, not regretting over it. Ain and Sahira kept teasing me, "Bai, dah pendek tu buat hal pendek jek la." They're so bad. B! Tgk ah jorang! Banyak bunyi ah eh. Haha.

School was funny lah just now, serious. Especially when it comes to Nazri, Aqbar and Herna. Syafie was like " babylove la,pe la." and Nazri called Ikaa mummy. Cute kapeeeeeeeeeeeer! Math as usual, borin'. Then after school, mum called and asked to buy things. 1 packet of sausage, 1 packet of fishball, 1 packet of big onion and maple syrup. Yummm! Okayy dah.

Bye.

Episode 189

2008-09-17T16:18:00.008+08:00

Ahhh hhh hhh! Hahaha, learn it from Sahira. Well, currently I'm at bby's house (= Tak puase lagik, lol! Budak2, nie ajaran sesat okayy. Takmo ikot jejak langkah Kak Idah. Haha! Back to school story, after having p.e of 2 hour, I fcuking break fast. Seriously, penat, all the way main Captain's Ball. Fake, not all the way. I guess it's like 1.5 hour. Today was freakin' fun lah cause nothing really much happen-ed. Im blank, swear. Need to catch up with sayaaang! Gonjeng2 eh B? *evil laughed* And cute kan, I just get to know that both of us had an ulcer at the same spot. - Raziel' - "Sweet kepeeeeer!" Merepek kan dier, lol! Bf keep distracting me from posting. Bacinnnnnnnn!

Hmmm, yesterday break fast outside with Sahira and Ain at LJS. Lepas buke, Sahira fuhhh! Energy maut. Before that, ya, sry yaw! Was late for 5 minutes. Haha. Meet them up at Marsiling Mrt at 3.30 pm. By 3.45 we already walked off and straight went to Bugis like what was plan. In the mrt, all 3 of us kept quiet, mcm nak mampos. Walk and walk and walk around the Bugis Street. Sahira was finding the printed T-Shirt. Sahira was like, "Bai! Pilih la mane satu untuk aku. Ahh! Aku stress!". Ain and me kept laughing, lastly, she found the right green white shirt and a bag for her upcoming Nasri birthday present. Then Ain wanna looked for Aceh's smart casual shirt for their 3rd monthsary. Carik punye carik, at last re-think back, tk worth it ah. Quite expensive. So we went down to Peninsula and she found the blue checkered tee short sleeve for both of them. Loving kan jorang? Hehe! And Sahira, u're such a filial sister. Wa salute sama lu! Lepas tu, kitorang gi lepak pat rumah nazura. At last! S4L reunion, woooooohooooooo! First thing we came there, we jumped and lie down on her bed. Haha. Went home at 9.30 pm cause mum already start nagging on the phone and bf was like "HUH! B BALEK LAMBAT NYER." Hmmm, supposedly if there's a chance to go out again, for sure I'll bring along Nazura if possible. Surprisingly, we didn't take any photos. Haha.

Take Care.
Raziel's

Episode 188

2008-09-16T13:26:00.009+08:00

Candid

Okayy, like I've said, I'm one bloody lazy girl that won't go to school. Chemistry and Maths, subject chronic lah. Lol! && haven't bath yet. Chill dulu, haha, mcm paham. Alright girls, meet at 3.30 pm, Marsiling Mrt yea? And Caddd, hell you, don't be late. Just a reminder from me. Going Bugis later with my girls for break fast. *jumping up and down*

Yesterday, right after talking to him on the phone. He message me.
"B, u so pathetic.. G mkn ubat n take alot of rest kae.. Ily so much.. Tpi B sakit, I pon da mcm u tk kesah sey *frown*. I know I gt busy schdule, n u got your own plan. Haix" - Bf aka bdk pasrah. Nyehehe!

When I asked him wether I can take motorbike license in 2 years time and if I take, what will he do If I died in an accident and he replied.
"Carik yang baru ah. Haha. Maen2 jek la sayang. B tk semestinye bwk moto accident mati tau B.. Klau da ajal mmglah.. Bt if u ride safely insyAllah akan slamat.. I tk halang B amik lesen, bab, it's a gud thing.. Nnt future B jgk senang.."

Yesterday's.
Sahira: Eh, mak aku tu dah mcm mataer aku sia.
Nazura: Abeh lau mak kau dah mcm mataer kau, si Aqmal ape plak?
Zubaidah: Aqmal mcm macam mak die la slenger.
And we laughed2. Funny la, Nazura lame (=

Hmmm, ily bby.
Tcr, bye!

Episode 187

2008-09-15T13:53:00.004+08:00

And here I am, blog-ing away. So, tomorow decided not to come to school. Urh, am plain lazybum. Gemok will teach me instead. *evil smile* Need to call him after this. I miss you lahhh, kambing. Well well, today was fun, seriously. Cad was like laughing all the way, till she shed tears, sitting on the floor. Everybody was like, "Sahira, sit down la! What you doing sia." Lol! History lesson, we did the SBQ mid-year question. Cincai jek la, like always. Man, damn I love my S4L, almost 4 years we've been through thick and thin. Awwww, i love you girls lahh. Kter sweet tak korang? Hahaha! Nazura, nanti kitorang remind awak lagik. "Please bring your bagpack bler time raye okay? So it's easier for us to put our slippers. Haha!" Okayy, that's it. Think of it back, it's been ages since I last pray. Saturday was like sembahyang maghrib, isyaq and terawih with the whole family. And shucks! I kept giggling and laughing. Betol, it's a stupid act. Haa.

Take Care.

Episode 186

2008-09-14T14:26:00.004+08:00

Chocolate Muffins.

Before.

After.

Yellow && Purple.

So cramp lah. Closely packed together. Hahahahah!

Hello people! This was what I made for part of yesterday's break fast. There's lack of an ingredient, which is the mini m&m. Overall, I can say it's okayy lah. Aunt cooked "nasi jagung", "black pepper prawn" and the rest I don't know what it's called. My cus has been gaining weight. Eeee! Shydan dah boncit. Anyway, today didn't went to Madrasah. Trust me, I'm such a lazy bum. Nothing to do at home, and so I watch the "Phobia" movie. Really really scary. You guys should watch it! Dad says today gonna break fast outside. Entah betol entah tak. LOL! Kambing, Ily lah. Wanna know what guys? Yesterday I meet him and dot dot dot. *evilsmile* Meeting him again tmr or tuesday. (=

Bye! Tcr.

Raziel's

2008-09-13T08:01:00.017+08:00

Good mornin' folks! Okayy, can't sleep. After having my pre-dawn meal, we kept msging and lastly, "B, I nak tdo, lau u tk leh tdo, kejot i tau b. Ily! Muah!" Nie sumer case mcm phm. B, gi tanam la, haha! And ohh ohh! Again, he's late for 8 minutes. Went out to meet him yesterday night, he bought me cheese hotdog and 6 piece chicken seaweed with Ice Lemon Tea. Thanx eh bf! Walked2 and spend time with him at Fushan Park or whatever it's called. *smile widely* Unfortunately, smlm jumpe jap jek seh. Still, I'm happy, got my hugs and kisses (= Today meeting Ina and probably bf too. Must reach home early since today I'll be having family gathering at granny's house. B! I wanna tell you smth. I'm craving for maxi tube dress and Nike sneakers. Please? I promise I'll be a good girl. Jalan raye pe gerl? Puase blm 2 minggu.

My ever-ready girls, haha. Ish ish, korang korang, excited eh nak raye!
Bye!

Raziel's

2008-09-12T16:48:00.002+08:00

II part of the day. Well, went to class for remedial and ironically, there's only Ikaa and me. Fcuked kan? Hahaa. Still the lesson continue, standard buat muke boring. Anw, there's a request from Mas to do this survey. And yay-ness to bby! He passed he's evaluation. Now, there's three more prac to go. I know I owe u something. *evilsmile*

1 ) Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket ?
- Moscow (B! Bwk i gi sane blh? Haha.)

2 ) What's your favourite thing to do ?
- Blow job, fake. Hahah!

3 ) Do you think money can buy happiness ?
- no -_-

4 ) If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be ?
- TZM motorbike!

5 ) Things you can't live without :
- Mum
- Mum
- Mum
- Bf

6 ) What are you afraid to lose ?
- Losing my loved one and being fat, seriously.

7 ) If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do ?
- Ade ah *evilsmile*

8 ) What do you dream of doing in the future ?
- Nurse (=

9 ) List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey:
- Fun
- Supportive
- Good Listener

10 ) What makes you happy ?
- Being with gemok and play with his breast. LOL

11 ) What type of person do you hate the most ?
- Typical ppl who follows others. Have your own originality la.

12 ) If you have a super power , what would it be ?
- Being able to change a person

13 ) Would you go for happiness or money ?
- Both can?

14 ) Who do you think is the most important people in your life ?
- Family, S4L, gemok and friends.

15 ) If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him ?
- WTH, lex sua eh.

16 ) Who's the last person who hugged you ?
- Muhammad Helmi Bin Bakhtiar! (He'll give me more hug tonight. Hee)

17 ) What is the one thing you want to do badly right now ?
- Break fast, cpt2!

18 ) Who are you close to ?
- Nazura, Ain, Sahira, Gemok, Nashke && a lot.

19 ) Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him ?
- Haha, of course, not.

20 ) If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ?
- I wanna be the ol' me. Being pious.

21 ) 3 things that scares you:
- God
- When bby scold me like hell.
- Insects and things that fly, babi ah!

22 ) 3 things that you like/love the most:
- Family
- S4L
- Gemok

23 ) 3 important things in my room:
- Adidas Fruit Rhythm Perfume
- Bed
- Mirror

24 ) 7 people to do this questionnaire :
Those whom I knw would do cann?
- Ain
- Sahira
- Masnisha
- Ikaa
- Zariina
- Nash
- Elly

Raziel's

2008-09-12T14:14:00.006+08:00

Okay, going back to school after this for f&n remedial or so. It's like 3-4 pm, just for an hour, so why not. Getting new notes anw. Semangat kan, haha! Asked ikaa to wait for me in the school compound. Ah yelar ikaa, thanx ah eh. Sekarang nick kter bai-cycle pe. Gi tanam ngan tu nickname ah! *giggles*

S4L was having fun just now, basically, we're talking about relationships. "Biler eh korang nak break?" That was the most hilarious question la. Sahira was the most eager among us, yelar2, 10.9.8 pe (= Love you truckloads girls.

History was just for an hour cause I think there's teacher's meeting. Mrs Chew left us alone cause she had lesson with the sec 1 students. && maths was just watching "brotherhood" for 1 hour 45 mins. It's a short day today lah actually. B! Sorry I didn't fetch you from Bukit Batok Driving Centre. Ibu nanti bebel ah B. Don't forget our date tonight! Gemok belanje. Hahah, kay fake.

Raziel's

2008-09-11T10:59:00.008+08:00

Haziq (= Happy 17th birthday!

Baru nak jadik abg2 peh boi? Hahaha! Anyway, may you be blessed always aye.
Last long with ur bby gerl okayy gler. Dah lah, tu jek.

I've changed my blogskin as you can see. Just a simple one I guess. Anyway, started my day by waking up bright and early at 4.35 am. As usual, insulin and 15 minutes later, have my pre-dawn meal. Till now, I won't get myself to sleep. Didn't went to school, and reason is, laziness. Sape mau layan f&n seh (hahahahahahahaha) Raksasa ku, I'm sorry. I know u wanna make my day by watching the movie "Phobia" which I really2 wanna see it from last time. But syg, instead of spending that money, save it up okayy. Use it for next friday's break fast outing. Atau boleh buat duit kawen kan. Hehe! Good luck for your prac, I trust you can do it. Wanted to go Lavender there, u see, just to have a peace of mind. But yea, cancel. For some few reasons. I love u gemok. && Maybe, going to Geylang tomorow to look for my mum's buku Yasin. Was bored and look through this baking recipe book. Thought of making lemon tart (: Trying my very best to be patience with all these nonsense, seriously.

Raziel's

2008-09-10T16:55:00.011+08:00

Second post of the day. Nothing much to do in class during recess time. So yeaa, picture time! Ah yelar, sumer pkai hp kiter kan. Anw, I've been seeing people countdown days of fasting. Haha, merepek seh. Yes ah, nari kakak belanje KFC! (= Gemok tadi complaint something. Nak tau ape tak?

Raziel: "B! I nak complain!"
SZ: "Alahai, cam pompan lak complain2. Haha! Pe die syg?"
Raziel: "I masak roti kirai tk mcm roti kirai. More to pancake sey. Haha."
SZ: "Haha, bagos la tu. B, jap2, I nak update. 6.15 I nak kuwa."
Raziel: "Yelah2, mentang2 dapat mkn KFC."
SZ: "Hahah! Bluek!"
Okay dah. Tu jek la.

Masnisha (step malu)Masnisha again (Naz nga buat style scorpion)Ah nie due, Nazri and Faroze (shock sendiri. haha!)Me and Mas bebeh! Selenger kan.Me and bf baru. Buat lawak pe girl? Haha. Nazri and Herna.

Bye.

Raziel's

2008-09-10T16:15:00.001+08:00

Ah, hello! School ends at 1.30 pm. First period was p.e which is like 2 hours. Ksiow kan? Hahha! And last period was Maths lesson. Anyway, there's only 2 lesson. *smile * Mas! Serious shit, takmo batal puase tau! Or I'll kill you, just bear 3-4 hours more okay? Was in class when baby msg. He wanna meet on Friday night, gi bazaar. B blanje kan B? Bluek! He was supposed to go out by 10 to finish his end year project, but ending up wake up at 12. Gemokkkkk! Cad, yayyy! Kiter happy sangat untuk awak. Last long babe! May 10th September 2008 (10.09.08) be your trademark aye? At last, couple outing bebeh, yeahh! Been feeling a lil' giddy from morning. I guess due to the insulin thingy. && to ika, awakkkk! kite nyer ketiak basah satu dot jek, faeza nyer yg banyak. Hahahahahahahaahah!

Take Care.

Raziel's

2008-09-09T21:11:00.003+08:00

Muhammad Helmi Bin Bakhtiar! Eh love, Happy 4 months 8 days (= ly gemok.
&& To Nazura And Fadhli, Happy 1 year 2 months 5 days.
To Sahira and Aqmal (Ehem2) Hahahah!
To Ain, 9 more days to your 3 monthsary.

Hello people! I'm seriously excited over this thing. Which is like I reached school at 7.05 am, cool kan? 15 minutes earlier then the usual time. Miracle isn't it? Hahaha. Nothing much really happen today. && the sec 4's and 5's already got the new timetable. It was unbelieveble, serious.

Monday- 2 hours of Physics and 2 hours of history (nooooo! history sucks) 7.30 am-12.30 pm
Tuesday- 3 hours of Maths and 1 hour of English 7.30 am-12.30 pm
Wednesday- 2 hours of P.E and 2 hours of Maths (again -_-) 7.30 am-1.30 pm
Thursday- 2 hours of F&N and 2 hours of Maths (seow ah!) 7.30 am- 12.30pm
Friday- 2 hours of History and 2 hours of Chemistry 7.30 am-12.30 pm

Can go crazy living with the new timetable. Everything goes as per normal except for English.
We watch The Justice League. The movie was okayyy lahh. During recess, Syafie sit beside me.
Si gler tu. "Tak Cute Ah", the same thing I'll always say to him. Haha! "Eh awak, awak dah tak message AgyBoi lagi?" I was like what the hell? Terkejot jap. I smile and said to him, "Tak la, he's attached and that same goes to me. Mataer die kuat jealous. So kite tanak if satu hari jorang gadoh because of me.". He was like "oh,okae" and he walked off. That's all I guess. Bby, good luck for your motor prac. Please eh B, stop making me dissapointed. Go gemok go gemok!

Raziel's

2008-09-08T16:10:00.005+08:00

Okayy, well today was boring, and seriously school fcuked fcuked fcuked. Don't feel like going to school anymore. && That's why I have the face of "huh?skola?tanak2". Sumpah takde semangat nak gi skolah lagi. Nak kawen tanak, nak skola pon tanak. Anw, school was normal only that there was more free period. As usual, I'll be like reaching school few minutes away from bell before starts of the day. && Before going home, accompany eyfa and ina to the piercing shop. Eyfa had her eyebrow pierce. It was like super red, and I still wonder how's she's going to hide it from Fie'e. Ina, im curious about the lovebite. Gelojoh tau die tu, satu tak cukop eh! C'mon tell me tell me sape si "die tu". Please? *cutefrown* Dah ade please plus buat muke cute lagik tau. Hahahahaa.

As for this part, I do it just for gemok nyer pasal ah. He bugged me to update about something which actually I didn't wanna post. Bby, you made a fool of me! And surprisingly, I got tricked by him. He's such an ass la. Boyfriend was mean that time. I mean really really mean! B! Was sitting on the raling near his bustop.

Raziel: "B, spell susu lime kali".

And I did just what he told, "s-u-s-u"

and he counts until 5 time.

Then he questioned me, "B, lembu minom ape?"

Confident mama reply " susu ah B".

Raziel: "confirm tk confirm" he giggles.

SZ: "Ya, tol ah".

Raziel: "lembu kan minom air bacin."

He was right. I laughed and fight with him back,

"tk b, die tak minom air."

Hahaha, well that was the most moment where both of us laughed really loudly. I know u're bad, but nyeah, u're still my sweetest thang. Ily gemok. In the bus, received a msg from him, "lembu minum susu eh B?" Hahah! And I reply, "Dah2 diam ayam. Lembu minum air, u minum susu I." LOL.

Okay, B, im done with this post!

Raziel's

2008-09-07T21:41:00.009+08:00

Hello world. Damn tiring lah today. Woke up at 9 in the morning, then go madrasah. Last period was like super stuck up la, talked to bestie Liyana. Without realizing, it’s time to go off. At 3, dad asked all of us out. Went to Geylang, find my cousin’s baju melayu and both bro kain samping at Munawarah. Break fast at around 7.30 pm. Have 2 Burger Ramly and Mango Juice. Totally full now *grins*

Step sweet.
Lagik step sweet.
Eh you, sempat amek gmbr- Raziel
Bf && me

&& ohh ohh! Yesterday, spend the night with him. The whole 30 minutes we kept mum. He was busy sms-ing and played his games. I was at one end and he was at the other end. Lazy lah to write what happened. Though all that has happened within a night, everything’s normal now and back to square. I love you gemok. Eh you nyer turn ah salah. Asek2 orang jek. Gi tanam ah! Bluek!

Raziel's

2008-09-06T11:28:00.002+08:00

Good morning people (:

Mmmmm kay, nari takde plan, only that I’ll be meeting baby. He’ll tag along to survey the computer table. “Gimme 10 good reason why you wanna meet me?” and he replied, “imy imy imy imy imy imy imy imy imy imy” Yes, that’s good enough I guess. Btw, this is the picture. Baju Kebaye this year, and please don’t mind the face. Feeling model jap :P Hahahaha.

(minah rep aku)

Dearest punat, officially on 4^th September 08, sorry tak sempat lah nak update. Anyway, just wanna wish you happy 1 year singlehood eh lil girl! Haha. May you be as blissful till eternity okae. Friendship of 7 years is still going strong. Wa lurp sama lu! <3

Take Care.

Raziel's

2008-09-05T10:02:00.003+08:00

It’s been 2-3 days I’ve not update. Simply because, I’m totally busy with N-level. So far, English sucks, super difficult. Informal letter, wrong address! Fcuk fcuk fcuk. Stupid kan? For malay, so-so and Social Studies, really, no comment. && shucks! I’m down with food poisoning. I was like “huh? wth, food poisoning?” Yesterday after my English exam, came home and vomit continuously, like 7 times or so. Still being a stubborn headed girl and kept fasting. Straight after break fast, went to the clinic. Well, at least today I’m feeling much better with the help of medicine. Eeee! I miss gemok. Meet him on Wednesday night *evilsmile* Kai tudong lah, bulan ramadhan kate kan. Hahaa! Lepas kan rindu dok! Dot dot dot. Privacy dok, shan’t tell you about this!

Gemok && me (= Raziel- "ily like no other" Step sweet. Hahahahaha.

Random, miss all this moments together. Haaa! So tidak.

Anyway, today was suppose to meet him buy my Kebaye. But nah, decided to go with my mum. Don’t wanna choose the wrong thing. Ikaa asked me and bf to join them break fast next Wednesday. Looking forward to the upcoming union and gathering. Get to know Haziq kene chicken pox, he told me yesterday night. Get well soon dude.

Take Care

Raziel's

2008-09-02T14:39:00.002+08:00

This was the picture taken by Woon Chong or Faeza on Teacher’s Day. Mas edit it (=

Love, 4D.

Went to school with punat, still the same old her, talkative as ever. Anyway, today’s Malay Language paper was okay. For the paper One, at first, I choose the formal letter as I thought there was so many idea in my mind. Tapi ah yelar, hampa, stengah jalan, otak jam. After I’ve wrote about ¾ long, I cancel everything and do the informal which was much easier. Was being a fool at that very moment. Sotong kan? Haha. For paper Two, the intricate part was the “peribahasa”. Cork up daaaa! Finish at 12 and straight meet bf at boots and shoes. Accompany me to see Chepul. Ah kae, 8 min lambat kan B? Lol. Irritating tol =.=’ Walked around the causeway point for a while. He kept pushing and teasing me. Nanti Thursday, dah malam2, hug, kiss sumer u dapat kae syg. Sayang gemok! Sorry girls, can’t join you guys for buke and revising. Malas babe.

Take Care.

Raziel's

2008-09-01T10:02:00.006+08:00

Good mornin’ folks. Well, today was the first day of our fasting month. It’s not even in the afternoon, and yet I’m so hungry and famished. Ha-ha, that’s random aye. && now, the feeling of grueling appears, and thus I don’t feel like going there. Hell yeah, need to head to GH to see Caroline and accompany my sis to take her blood. Meeting Roy Shazwan since he wanna pay back the $50. 2 pm, Marsiling Mrt. Gemok was so irritating yesterday. Macam citot ah. Urghh!

Raziel: I’ve made up my mind.

SZ: What?

Raziel: Boleh tanye ape lagik eh.

SZ: Urm, ya what is it?

Raziel: It’s over.

SZ: Okaee.

Awkward moment…

Raziel: Asl senyap?

SZ: I’ve already said okaee kan.

Raziel: K.

Pause… Few minutes later…

Raziel: Ok je?

SZ: Ya, I don’t wanna be a desperate girl.

Raziel: Ok.

Raziel: Eh B, I maen2 jek lah. Tu lah sape suroh buat org marah. Haha.

SZ: Tk klakar.

Raziel: Haha

SZ: Seriously tak klaka.

Raziel: I love you so much and you know it too right? && No! I won't let you go. C'mon B. Next time tkmo buat org marah ah. U nie. Promise me.

SZ: Ah, kae. (Case malas nak layan. Haa!)

Need to bath now (=
Take Care.

Raziel's

2008-08-31T22:22:00.002+08:00

Just now was damn tiring. My legs ache. 10.30 am went to Woodlands Checkpoint to buy sis for my shoe. All this for Hari Raya stuffs. Then in the afternoon, went to Chua Chu Kang, Zone X. Aunt give $20 for eating and $30 for the game for my sis, bro, cousin and me. After played all those games, went to shop for make ups and shoes (= best part! I guess I spend too much on it. Mum already bought two pairs of Baju Kurung and I need 1 more pair for Kebaya, wanna match with baby’s Baju Melayu. Nanti nak shopping ngan gemok, yayyy! He bought pink anyway, yucks. This was what I’ve bought and I’ve nearly spend $80 just on these things. As for bag, I’ll stick to my Adidas Handbag. Met Masnisha, Hasan, Shah, Dewen, Syafiq Gala.

Shoes
High Heel- $28

Make-Up Stuff
Maybeline New York Smudge Proof Eyeliner- $10
Maybeline New York Impact Express Smooth Pencil Shadow- $12
Maybeline New York Waterproof Express Mascara Hyper Curl- $15
Silky Girl Juicy Fruit Brush On Lips Gloss- $6
Silky Girl Lightening Pressed Powder- $9

Currently, chatting with boyf. Bye!

Raziel's

2008-08-31T10:02:00.002+08:00

God, thank you. Things changed for the better after reading tahlil and stuff yesterday night with cus and family, I've got myself some peace and serenity. && lately, gemok has been so mushy. Mentel eh B! Menyampah seh.

Raziel's

2008-08-30T17:00:00.009+08:00

Just came back, penat dok! Seriously penat. Why would I talk abt you? Please lah, dah lepas pe. We're quits. It's just a casual remark from my teacher and I about kids. Why the big issue and chaos? Sape yg nak buat kecoh seh. Tk semesti nyer aku ckp pasal sec 2 jek, aku refer pat kau. Tak kan. Think back la girl. See the world inside out lah. Well, stop being paranoid about the past. Nanti aku takot kau terbawa-bawa sangat. It's just a question, sorry if I'm being rude. Are u totally obsessed about the past?

TAKE CARE.

Raziel's

2008-08-30T09:31:00.003+08:00

Raziel’s been part of my life now. He’s everything to me and true, I’m nothing without him. With him around, my nightmare has slowly faded. I trust and believe in myself if I live in fear of hurt, I'll never live to love, right? Maybe, God’s trying to show the clue to the correct path where I used to be in that world. If we wants to know whether he’s sincere or not, touch your heart and you’ll know the answer. Think about this yeah people (:

Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like maybe we should just be friends or how very perceptive turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the-imagination;not-just-in-the-mind,it's-a-soul-hurt,-a-body-hurt,a-real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Love do hurts at times.

Raziel's

2008-08-29T22:18:00.010+08:00

Start off the day with Aces Day. Have a walkathon for 1.2 km outside the school. Quite fun cause our classmate was busy singing away. Then straight went to class and have cake-cutting, also take picture. Had 1 chocolate cupcake and 1 bite of cake with peach tea. This was the most interesting and forgettable memory. Best gile dok! Happy Teacher’s Day to all teachers, especially, dearest Madam Kaur and Mr.Quek! May what you guy yearn for would be granted. Urm, okaee, wth. At 10.30, start the performance, which is so-so lah. Then went home and get ready to meet boyfriend! Yes ah! Been missing him for few days. Ade orang terase die budak kecik. LOL! Someone's feeling's paranoid thinking I'm talking about her. Haa, buto lah. Selamat ah saper terase!

Fcuk! I love today’s outing! Wear the so-called “office girl” style. Only God knows if it suit me or not. Well, fetch him from his house. When I reached there, damn, his butt was still stucked on the bed! Wake him up and spent a bit time with him and went out at 5, which is the original plan was to go out at 4. Baby’s such a plain lazy bum. Nah, didn’t snap any picture today. He acts as if he was shy with a crowd down there. Step mane peh malu jek B! Belah lah! Gi bungkus ah. Haa. Went to woodlands mrt station and met Milz with her sister, Aisyah (= In the mrt, he teached me one new game using his hand phone. && Stopped at Novena. Walked around and around and around. He complaint “pnt tau kaki org”, and I replied,“abeh kaki org tk pnt?” Both of us were so fickle minded lah. Wanted to buy the Lonsdale slipper, but cancel since there’s no couple set. Wanna buy the Billanbong wallet, but also cancel. See how capricious and impulsive we are. Best part is that he asked me to keep the money so I can buy the baju kebaya and the $50 high heels. Yayy! Sweet kan gemok. Haa! This is what I called my man, baby! In the end, at 7 pm, return back and meet my ex, Saiful Bahri with his current girl, Elyana. Both of them are sweet. Too bad, we’re sweeter, right sayang? Went back home at 9 pm.

P.S: Dearest boyfie, thanx for accompanying me aight. I you so much, period. Ohhhh! Happy 3 months 1 day *smooches*

Raziel's

2008-08-27T20:40:00.003+08:00

Today was the part II of the continuation of last week lesson for Character Development Programmed which is about sex. Can say it’s interesting and attention-grabbing though. Once I used to say sec 2 was still immature and still naïve to know things about love. Now, even my form teacher supports me with that. She was shocked when one of the sec two teachers that needs to teach something connecting to sex. Well, she says “how am I supposed to teach these kids about this stuff?” My teachers was shocked and notify us that she strongly believe that the sec 2 and 1 are still little and should not know about sex education. They are small kids you see, she said. Hahahahahahah, nah, that’s so bad of me. Well, enough said about the lower sec huh. Still, from my point of view, they need to learn from now more to theory and not practically. Ainkkk! Why not practically? Tsk!

Now I know who is Alep Chuckie. A friend of mine, and Romeo too. He’s my ex-Marsilian, old buddy. Was wondering who is it who is it who is it. He really changed a lot. From a decent innocent guy and now, matrep. Believe it or not. Acutely everyone change.

S4L really made my day. I’ve really feel the bonding in us. Feel abes dok! S4L kan tak betol (sumpah tak tipu) Hee (=

English – 50
Maths - 23
Science - 30
F & N - 63
Malay - 64
Human's- 43

I promise I’ll buck up on my weaker subject. Marks my words, and I’ll prove you wrong. I will try my best to make it to sec 5, or worst still, ITE.

Ohh ohhh! There's still 3452349082332754237523 seconds for our 3rd monthsary gemok! I can't wait for it. Haa! Kak Idah tak sabar! Anw, good luck for your upcoming last exam paper this 29th bby.

Take Care.

Raziel's

2008-08-26T16:19:00.001+08:00

I flung all my prelim paper. What the hell, urghhh. Thursday gonna get the report slip. I don’t know whether I’ll make it for my N or not. Maths = 23 out of 100 (: && ohh! chat with romeo just now. One and only, romeo (: Damn, miss that fcuking guy lahh. Talk about the past, bla bla bla. He wanna meet up, but yeah, he’s in the boys home. Kinda difficult. Need to grab a bite now!

Raziel's

2008-08-24T08:30:00.005+08:00

I’m sorry guys, but I couldn’t control. Yesterday’s food was damn nice that I was tempted. Well, before going to granny’s house, dad, mum, sis, bro, me and aunt sat outside because the rest was praying in a Jemaah way.Later, bace yasin and stuff. doa tahlil. Anyway, I’ll skip this part. I ate a lot, seriously. 2 plates of chicken rice, honeydew, watermelon, vanilla cake, lychee syrup, and uhhh I cant remember. It's just, loads loads and loads! No wonder I've gain 4kg. Haa! Dah 44 kg babe! Btw, didn’t take a lot of photo. Take care, bye.

Sis and me.

Eh, susah tau nak tengok Kak Idah pakai tudong, haah! This is me, before going out. I realize that I'm in the clan sepet, see my eyes.

Granny's birthday cake (:

Happy 67th birthday nenek! Wooooo! Semoga panjang umor eh nek.

August baby. August baby kaper? Excluding my granny okaee? Not in that category lahh nek :P
&& this is the Extras. Kater budak2, hehe!
The newborn baby, Abdul Rashid Afiffudin Bin Affendi. Dah botak lah sekarang.

Raziel's

2008-08-23T13:07:00.002+08:00

Today gonna be a blast dudette! Nah, just kidding’ lah. Later on, bro and I going to alter my G200 long pants near my house. Then going to granny’s house, to celebrate her birthday, along with my 3 cousin’s which falls on august as well. Things to do right now:

Alter G200 pants

√ Make agar2 gudir

Baby-sit the kids at granny’s house (:

√ Sweep the floor

√ Fold 2 baskets of clothes

Take Care.

Raziel's

2008-08-22T19:55:00.001+08:00

Hello friends and strangers! Baby, you’ve been a mischievous boy lately uhh. Naughty eh B, hehehe! *grins widely* Nah, I’ll always remain your lil’ bad girl. Anw, spend time together with gemok just now, talk to his granny and stuff. Waited for him to bath, eat as well. School routinely, sucks a lot. One word, boring apart from the math’s lesson was fun. Life has been great though. Truth is, Raziel has been teaching me math’s and bears with my why and why and why since I’m a dumb person. && I wanna wish this clone happy 16th birthday! (: Juwita Herna and Juwita Herni! Berkepit jek korang eh, mentang2 twin. Haa, kae lame, I know =.=' Well, may your yearning and aspiration come true dudette. Hmmm.. And tomorrow’s nenek birthday. Goin’ to celebrate and have family gathering. So exciting! Can’t wait and meet my cousins, miss them a lot. Here I come cheeky kids! && I don’t know how to kill my time right now! *hoping that my wish for our 3rd monthsary will be granted* long sighhhhh..

Raziel's

2008-08-21T18:38:00.000+08:00

Ass A-Hole! I learned new word, haa! Nah, it’s from a movie we watch for math’s lesson. Thanks a lot Mr.Quek, you made our day dude. Dearest Mas, I know you didn’t get A1. But I bet you can do much better than what you’ve attained right now. Anyway, congrats for being the highest among the girls though all 7-8 of us failed. Gonna see baby tomorrow since we can’t meet up next Friday. For your info, I manage to get 29 out of 80 for food & nutrition. How pathetic is that? Uh huh. And I got free tickets to Singapore Flyer. Not in a mood to go. There’s always next time. Gemok, I miss your hugs and kisses =(

Raziel's

2008-08-20T18:26:00.000+08:00

Just came back from hospital. Thanx for accompanying me dearest pimple boy. Haaa! Sayang gemok! (:

Raziel's

2008-08-19T16:13:00.000+08:00

Well, hello people! (: Just came back from accompanying my aunt to the barber shop. She brought her son to have a hair cut. Bold to the max uh. Nah, not that cute Afif that I used to know. Haa, kae fake. Have a talked with her. Susah mau dapat dok! Nyyeah, she talks about my previous ex. Btw, she’s gonna open the eating business at Teban. Hmmmm, she asked me to find a part-time job there. As in still at Jurong East. && Guess what? Today was the last prelim paper! Yes ahh! Boleh enjoy! Ohhh, eh tk eh? N-level nak kat dekat eh? Haa, suker aku bobal, tanye, ketawe sorang2 *giggles* To bby, Good Luck for today’s exam aite? I miss you truckloads, sexmachine. Mas tkmo macam paham, step f&n not easy as we think jek. Make sure you get A1 for the paper 1 ah eh! Haa, I’m threatening you, can?

Raziel's

2008-08-18T18:44:00.000+08:00

Beeeeebeeehhhhh, u rock to the core! Date with sayang on 15th august 08’. In short, first went to have a walk, have our dinner at McDonald, added with F.R chocolate. After our stomach was full, went to the nearest taxi stand, he sits on the railing and like always, I’ll hugged him tightly. Well, we talked about our past. He was like “confirm tak confirm nie?” He kept repeating the same qst. What the hell. && Later, he gave me a surprise! Ohh baby, thanx for the Anderson’s ice-cream. Ilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyilyily-sm. =) “Kae B, next time I won’t do it again. I promise”, said Raziel. He knows the duration to woodlands was around 1 hr and he take me home at 6. Instead of reaching home at 7, I reach woodlands bus interchange at 7. I rushed for the bus when I saw 912 came. Semangat abeees! Geram tau!

SZ: "B, jom amek gambar!"

"Raziel: Tk nampak lahh u. =.=' "

At last, he smiled (:

"B! Cepat B! U amek gmbr, I nak uat peace cute ni, haha."

See, this was the photo we’ve taken on that day. But no, he doesn’t like to smile since young, till now. Sucks right? Eeeeeeeeeee! Amek pat dalam bus. Kental nyeer, haaa! On the way home and take bus 169. From ang mo kio to woodlands. It was a super 1 hour long trip. Thank godness the bus was air-con. Well, lay on his lap, tossing here and there. Put my leg against the bus window. The rest of the incident? Privacy babe. Hee! Dot dot dot.

Raziel's

2008-08-16T11:28:00.001+08:00

Oh hello people. I’m feeling awfully disturb, I guess. Thinking it back, I really wanna know why I’m the ill-fated one among my siblings excluding my second sis. As for studies being concern, I’m the most unintelligent and slowest. && Now, I’m stuck with the chronic illness, diabetes. Maybe, this is the result of my past sin. Dear God, if you’re listening, u know how much I really wish to be free from this sickness. But hey! Like what gemok says, I’m a happy-go-lucky girl who doesn’t seem to be having such troubles. And I did replied to him, “life has to move on even how tough it maybe && stop being so pessimistic syg”. At times we must get hurt in order to grow, we must fail in order to know, and sometimes our vision clears only after our eyes are washed away with tears. Probably, I’m the one who doesn’t like to tell my problems to certain people. Nazura Hunn’ knows me best <33 Ohh yar, I don’t discern how to lie, right bby? Even though I have many things kept playing in my mind and being under dilemma, I would always think that if ever I may have a big problem, don't say, 'God I have a big problem!', but instead; 'Hey Problem, I have a big God and everything will be okay!' With that, my quandary has straightened out and resolve. Now, I’m a grown up girl. See, I still see myself as a small young juvenile kid. Honestly, I suppose that I’ve come to the maturity stage. Yet, they would at a halt of controlling my life. Even when it comes to choosing my own guy. I can’t have the freedom that I want. Shucks! Nah, as long as my parents are happy, I’ll do what they want me to. I love you guys to bits and pieces (:

P.S: Do I really have to go through this hardship kind of life? Every now and then, when happiness comes in my way, sure it won’t stay and remain till the ending part.

Raziel's

2008-08-14T22:03:00.000+08:00

Helloooooooo people! (: It’s been days since I’ve last update. Quite busy you see, just for one simple reason. Prelim’s, prelim’s and prelim’s. I’m under bf’s friend’s block waiting for him. Alone, and currently, there’s two bangla doing their normal job. Hehe, I don’t mind actually. Well, baby went and meet em’ to pass the Coke and do some stuff, whatever. Urghhh! Coke, *gulp* Right now, using his laptop to do some posting. Wanna know what? Just now, when I did my maths paper, it was like superrr difficult lahh. Pfffft! At least I attempt all question and tried my very best. Kire bangge ah nie? *cute smile* There’s still a lot more to go till next Tuesday. Maths Paper II, Malay Language Paper II, Chemistry, Physics and Food && Nutrition. Went to library just now. Met some people. Nazri, nazreen, syafiq, afif, faroze hamza, nabilah becok, syikin, neighbour from woodgrove sec, nazura, fadly and the usual mat rep that I’ve always seen under my block. Si muke robot tu, eeeeeeee! I wanna complaint something blh? Hmmmmm… Block 849 was effing smelly siol. Someone, do smth abt it!

Anyway, next thing, I wanna say to gemok, ily so much. Thanx for teaching me maths and you know I’m quite dumb on that subject. That’s why I was like “B, wth is this? Explain siket. B, pe nie? B, I tk phm! B, ajar lagik.” Hahh! Fcuking irritating sak aku. Annoying abes dok! I must confess to you something, I both sayang and cinte u bby (: And to ikaaa, thanx a lot for the belated bday gift. Super cute seh the monkey. Eh awk, monyet tu kan suppose to give ina punat. Lupe ker? Haa. To dearest ina, eh kiter dah minom coke zero ah eh! Awak blh gi tanam pepsi tadi. Hahhh!

Sahira, eh bebebbebebebebehhh! What telah happen seh? Sedih dok 14 tak jadik. Make it happen if possible. Jiwe kitorang sumer ah minahh. I’m feeling very very thrilled and exciting that next Monday, S4L going to the library. At last, reunion, right sisters? Just for you guys, I wanna said that you all meant a lot to me though we’ve not been together for quite sometimes. Miss la adyq nyer gile, ain nyer tak menjadik jokes and naz nyer lame action. Damn, I miss it a lot , seriously, a lot!

On the way here, saw Mdm Sarjeet Kaur, my lovely cute teacher. She can be a real monster at a time though. She’s with her daughter. I smiled at her and said, “Hi cher (:” She smiled and looked at me one of a kind. Omgggg! I seriously forget that I was holding bf’s hand. And ohh, took picture with him. Will update that later yaaawww.

(Handphone aku masok toilet bowl. Haha. It happened after P.E when I was about to change. Now, I need $70 to repair. Lagik 20 ketik nak kene save. Alahaaai! Sway abes.)

Take Care.

Raziel's

2008-08-11T07:34:00.000+08:00

And again, another day without gemok by my side. He’s still in

Malaysia

, maybe he’s eating. His always favourite pastime. Haa! Kae, fake. God! Oh well, I seriously miss you sexmachine. Come back home to me, quick! I long for your hugs and kisses. You yourself know that every second I would pray for your safety kan B. Hoping you’re always be safe and sound. Anyway, didn’t go out anywhere today. Kinda busy with revising for prelims and homeworks. Tons of it! && shucks, I get scolded by my dad a lot. "Korang sumer prangai puki ah! Gi sekolah pon maseh tak phm2, bahalol! Aku cakap eh, anak aku sumer biadap! Korang nnt satu hari dibenci orang ah! Percaye la kate aku. Aku bapak korang!" Anyway, we're 5 siblings already get used to his nagging which will always be 1-2 hr. We dont mind him tick us off. Sekonon nyer kecik lah hati aku ni kan =( Haa, da2, takmo step cute. Take a looked at this! I love him, as in his song. I’m yours - Jason Mraz. Effing sweet!

Raziel's

2008-08-09T18:20:00.000+08:00

Pffft! Damn, at syirah's house. Again, tgk adek dier sunat. Haa! Hmmm, seriously no mood for celebrating national day or even seeing the fire work. Gemok dah gi malaysia =( And now, baru balek dari orang qatam quran. Haa! Wth seh. I'm really2 tired. Update abit onlyyy (: Lastly, I wanna wish all people Happy National Day Singaporeeee! Woooooo!

Raziel's

2008-08-09T08:24:00.000+08:00

Heyya guys!

Part I- Just came back from meeting bf. && guess what? We didn't catch any movie. Instead, we did our own own own movie. 2 hours per movie. Lamer tau, penat dokk! *evil smile* Kiddin' lahh! For those who thinks differently, go wash ur brain with detergent. Takmo nak macam2 eh! Korang maseh adek2, blom cukop umor nak tau hal kakak2. Haaa! Well, went to his house, talk with nenek and spend the rest of time with him (: But in the middle of that point, had a fight. Not really a tiff, but more to misunderstanding. And again, I started it first. He pass me his newly-notebook. I read it, and fcuked, he did gravity her name. L***. Get irritated and crashed that paper and throw in front of him. I was like “B, whats this?”….. Show him muke step garang ah gtuk. He answer, “ohh, pasal tu u nak mengamok?”….. Both of us kept quiet for 15 minutes. He kept drawing and I just lay on his bed. Straight after that, he went to have his bath. When he’s done, talked to him and say I wanna eat, “jom gi makan.”. He asked what I wanna eat lah, pat ne lah. Tunggu dier siap, lamer seh. After that, went to causeway point. Have our dinner at banquet. He had black pepper steak and tea while I ate chicken cutlet with coke zero. Mcm ne badan tak naek. Grinning. Later, had our supper, waffle and McFlurry. Bought my dad peanut butter pancake from Jollibean. Then went home (: As usual before I board the bus, salam tangan, he will straight kiss my cheeks, lips, and forehead. Thanx a lot B for doing that everytime. P.S : Aku sayang aku peh gemokkk!

Part II- Dearest S4L, I swear upon God I miss you guys so much. No more outing? Alar, boleh la, kitorang kluar sesame lagik. Trust me, I'll be a good gerl okaeeee? Hais, almost 4 years we've been going through thick and thin together. Seriously, are we just gonna fall out cause of this 1 merely gerl? Stop it sak prangai, mcm adek2 kan? Pasrah jap ah. Da2, gi bungkus ah korang. Haa! Eh minah, 14 ah! I vote 14 14 14! Lame ah, haha, tapi 14 ah gerl. Oh yar, my blog is always interesting as ever. Bluek. P.S: Jiwe S4L ahh membeeer!

Raziel's

2008-08-08T12:09:00.000+08:00

8th August 08' (:
Mr Hendri's hari nikah.
Cool kan? Haa! Okae, lame. He invited the whole class to his wedding which is on November this year. Nanti next year kitorang nyer turn, blh gemok? *giggles* Meeting him later, catch a movie. So yea, The Love Guru or The Mummy Tomb Of The Dragon Emperor? We'll see about that uh huh. Tcr peeps! (:

Raziel's

2008-08-07T12:06:00.000+08:00

It's been a week since I've update. && it's m.t lesson now.

Sahira was like "Eh! Tgk aku nyeeer blog!" and I'll was like "uhh, okaeee"

Post da lah panjang nak mampos. Ingat kiter ade time nak bace kaper? Haa. Kiddin' yaaawww! Its just that when I read ur blog, u know, boringg. *evil smile* Gerl! Aqmal per? Haha. 14? 16? Choose 1. Jiwe S4L dok! 14 ah, blh la blh la. Grinning. And the best part was that, sahira dah tak senget! At last kan. But part of her maseh mentel2 ah. Macam zariina, both of u just the same. Tomorow gonna meet bby (= Watch movie at causeway point, usual place. Mendak ah B! Orchard ah gemok. Can? Anyway, ily okaee. So so muchhh!

Byeeee peopleeee! && tcr.

Raziel's

2008-08-03T18:41:00.000+08:00

Seeing at my blog, hell yeah, I changed my blogskin (: Inaa, jeng jeng jeng! Haa, pape jek lahh eh. Anyway, first of all, I wanna wish my jibby cute2 congrats since he has found his very someone special. Mushy ah you eh. After her O's, make sure u guys last long okaee. Dearest gemok, imy. U didnt read my blog nor accept my friendster comment. Dont mind uh since ur house internet has broken down. *thumbs up* Padan muke. To Syirah, delete blog tak bilang aku kapper. Baek per cousin, sayang kauu! After reading's Ina's blog, feeling of jealousy doesnt seems to be appear cause there's no picture of Fried Mars Bar. Pe niee Ina? Kate nak kasi kite jealous. Weak ah lu. Ika's birthday coming. Haa. Dier terlalu excited sampai countdown bday date. Lately, life's beginning sucky, seriously (=

Raziel's

2008-08-02T10:59:00.000+08:00

Okaee, well, I'm actually alright with baby. Oh yea, going to watch The Mummy On the 7th before he went to Malaysia. Takot rindu I kan B? Bluekk. Fasting todayy (: Going to Forever 21, Wisma Atria to buy either dress or shirt. Tak sabar!

Super Boredddd.Com uhhh.

Raziel's

2008-07-30T14:52:00.000+08:00

&& today, I'm fasting. Good gerl seh. Haa! Kidding yaaawww! Nah, it's 27 Rejab today. Once in a year u see (: Still in mother tongue class. "bai, de update?" Ika asked me, hehe! I replied, "ntah, tak tau". Its been a while since I've update. I love gemok. He failed and I'm so dissapointed bby. ='(

Raziel's

2008-07-27T16:39:00.000+08:00

Imy, raziel. Like seriously.
I'm sry if i did any wrongs.
Didnt receive any msg from u, gemok.
=(

Raziel's

2008-07-26T19:03:00.000+08:00

Today is so effing boring. Bath, eat and clean the house a bit. && Baby sms me. "Syg action. I dari tadi tunggu. Asl tak dtg? Kate nk jogging." But fake jek, he also sleep. Bangon at 11+. Hmph.

Hows your day been?

Effing boring uh.

Has your day consisted of any interesting events?

Nothing much, updating blog, friendster-ing, talk with bby.

Do you have a job?

Blowjob. Susah mau dapat nie kerje. Haa! Kae, fake.

How about a car?

No, motor can? He promise he'll bring me around SG when he gets one.

Do you name random objects?

Nah.

What will you be doing tomorrow?

Go to religious class jek. Konon nyer baek ah tu.

Have anyone special on your mind?

YES!

Where is the last person you kissed?

Where? Lips (:

What's currently playing on your MP3?

Step up -Til The Dawn

Which friend would you take with you to a deserted island?

Muhammad Helmi Bakhtiar. Haa! I love him.

So, you're at Taco Bell, what do you order?

Nyeah, I dont eat Taco Bell.

Do you have a cerfew?

100% . Must be back before 7pm. Wth!

Do you get along with your parents?

Most of the times , yes.

Would you date the last person you dated again?

I date with him every week (:

What's a lesson you've recently learned?

F&N. (I assume)

Are you afraid of anything?

Sleeping alone.

What's something you like about your body?

My butt, my only asset i guess. Haa!

Have any piercings?

Yea =.=

How about tattoos?

Tak dpt ah. Im a good gerl u see.

Are you religious?

Very, ikot bapak. Ainkkkk!

Do you have any pets?

Not interested in having 1.

What should you be doing right about now?

Chat with some guys. B takmo jealous eh.

Its raining outside, now what do you do?

Ade ah, *evilsmile*

Who makes you laugh?

Bby. Btw, it didnt make me laugh. It irritates me.

Who was the last person that you cried for ?

Raziel.

Why?

Im the one who creates trouble uhh. Jeng3!

Raziel's

2008-07-26T11:25:00.000+08:00

Guyyyyyyyys! Today was the best day ever. Went to hospital and see Caroline, my dietician adviser. Haa! She says my small bag is cute as me. Hee. Baby got lost at first, but he still manage to find the diabetes centre. He kept sms-ing me when I'm talking to Carol. Irritating kan dier? Then he pick me. I guess, I make him angry cause I'm being so choosy. Polar or Kopitiam? Polar or Kopitiam? Polar or Kopitiam? Polar or Kopitiam? Polar or Kopitiam? Polar or Kopitiam?

Castello: B, u nak makan pe? Polar ke Kopitiam?
SZ: Anything ah. Can I have both, please?
Castello: Takde2, just choose 1.
SZ: Alar, boleh la.
Castello: U eh!
Pause....
SZ: Kae2, polar, I nak hotdog roll.
SZ: Eh! Tanak2, kopitiam jek ah.
SZ: B, i tk tau ah. Hmmmmph.
SZ: Takpe la, kopitiam. Makan nasi ayam jek ah (: (Sorry for being so picky)
Castello: Ah, yelar. Jom g sane. Hp, wallet dah amek?
SZ: Dah. Lets go.

He go and buy the sour pineapple fruit juice. I gave him the rice with more chicken flesh. After a while, then he watch me eat with a boring face. He question me why and asked me to stop doing like that in front of the food. Then i said, "tgk ah, ayam I sumer tulang. Susah tau nak makan!". He replied, u nie, asek complaint jek. Macam adek i, makan bersepah. Dah2, meh sini i anuh kn ayam u." He straight away kopek the isi ayam for me. Awwww, B, ily. After we've done with our food, went to Polar and buy 2 hotdog roll. I ate 1 1/2 and he eats another half. Aku gelojoh seh. Haa! Lapar babe. We walk all the way to outram mrt station. Just as we got there, the mrt also arrived. Got a sit. Seriously I feel restless and he solicit me to lean my head on his shoulder and hugged me. At first, I feel awkward but I'll get used to it. There's this condo or real beautiful flat near Bukit Batok I think. && I said to him that I want that flat. He respond back, nanti I li kan biler ade duit okaee? *grins* Rest for a few minutes and reach woodlands. Went to his house. Accompany him to bath, change and stuff. Salam his nenek and at 5.30 pm went out. Walk off to cwp and he bought me plain waffle at Prima Deli and soya bean "not so sweet". Haa. Thanx eh B! He went off to jurong east to meet his friend since he's going to east coast pit, his friend's birthday party or so. And here I am, reach home safe-fully (: ily.

Raziel's

2008-07-24T20:29:00.001+08:00

Part I - Going to school after this. Taking N-level mother tounge oral (whatever you call it). Not ready, serious. Oh yea, good luck for your maths test kae gemok? ily. Need to bath now yaw! Take care peopleeeeeee! Part II - Just reach home. Haiya, the oral sucks. Idk, boleh cakap "so" lagik. Hmph. Now I got another problem. My friend has been saying i've put on weight and pipi kite da naek. Pe seh. Haha! Step cute eh. Need to exercise 3 times per week. Every monday exercise at home, wednesday night, going to gym with aunty. && Every saturday with baby, jogging around. He must also lost weight lahh.

Raziel's

2008-07-23T18:12:00.000+08:00

(Don't asked why he looked old. Cause he's already 20.)
&& oh, my dahi very luas, urgh.

Just came back from meeting baby. As usual, he bullied me, a lot! Doing things with my nose, urgh. Binget seh! But nah, i still ly hunn'. Spending time with him was the best thing ever. Will be meeting him again on friday. He'll fetch me from outram mrt station since i have appoinment on that day. B tkmo step sweet eh. Haa! Kidding lah gemok (:

Raziel's

2008-07-23T09:23:00.000+08:00

Woke up and my feelings had disappeared,

I don't know what I want anymore (blank)

Been warded for 5 days at SGH. It was kind of tedious and so unexciting. But thinking back about it, it's quite fun. Since I'm the youngest there,making new friends with some old aunties wasn't that bad either. Gonna miss them a lot (: Dad fetch me after lunch. Around 2.30 then everything was settle. Trust me, the food is like super tasteless and the amount of food was rather tad, Urgh! Need to inject my cute stomach twice per day. Haha! My own lifestyle must change from now onward. The truth is that I actually feel awkward with this kind of living. Now that I'm a diabetic person,I need to take care of my meals and lessen down on the sweet stuff. I love coke, sweets and chocolate, you see. && That's how I landed in this kind of state. To Ina, Ika and Eyfa, thanx for visiting me. I dont want people to know about this, that's why I asked Naz to kept my illness from others. It's not as if I'm sick guys! Even i banned Raziel from coming to visit me. To syirah, thanx a lot ah eh. Kau cousin paling aku sayang. Bilang sumer orang psl nie =.=' Going back to school next monday. Perhaps, I'll be coming for the N-level M.T oral only this thursday. I miss my friends so much much much. B, nak tengok prom night boleh? Please. I promise I will only drink plain water (macam paham) U wanna watch batman the second time, so tidak seh. Without fail, I am still doing and re-editing my food && nutrition coursework. Oh yea! This is the pic i take with nashke, my younger brother on thursday before I was warded. Went to orchard and shop a bit (:

Raziel's

2008-07-17T08:28:00.001+08:00

Kae, I've already delete some part of my post about aina. Why? Cause everybody seems to be like, "eh,sape aina? kau marah2 asl?" I think I dont need them to know about whats happening or what. Piker2 balek, buang mase lau if we kept. Why u hate me and stuff. So yeah, Aina, I swear I wont pick on u or whatsoever. N-level nak kat dekat. So stressed up. Hee. Planning to go ITE anyway. B, imy. Better pass ur motor prac eh! If not, siap ah. Dush!

Raziel's

2008-07-14T20:55:00.000+08:00

Yeayyy! Tomorow going to Gelare with baby (dier blanje. hehe!) Saturday going to east coast with baby,faeza and her guy, naz and fad, nazreen, shafiq and ina. Maybe with Yanti and Naz too. Gonna be a lot of fun. Spending time with him was the best precious gift.

Raziel's

2008-07-12T15:58:00.000+08:00

Wanna know what guys? I think I’ve changed. Seriously, I’ve forgotten my best ever bestie,Nash. I really am sorry aye. It’s true that I’ve quite ignore you. Hope you understand,like yourself and myself,we’ve gotta concentrate on our N-level examination right? Since then,I’ve not really get myself in front of the computer. Anyway dear, I trust you will make it through it and do your greatest. && the best part is,I’ve been updating my post most about muhd.helmi bin bakhtiar. The feelin’ somewhat sucks. Going to pasar malam later. TeeHee. Long to eat the burger Ramly (baby’s favourite) since it’s the last day (:

Raziel's

2008-07-11T08:36:00.000+08:00

Should update this post few days ago. But nyeah,kinda lazy.
*Hoping baby will read this*
I love you,okae? Dont get me wrong sayang.
It's just that the way we flow,wasnt right.

Damn,I really don't know just what went wrong between us. And I know I'm always at fault. For that,I don't mind. But what confused me is that you told me off when I said I won't be picking you up. Where else when you cancel to pick me up from school,I will be like "uh,okae.nvm". Even if u're not in ur usual mood,pls la sayang,I'm not ur punching bag. Pfft! What did I do to deserve all this sayang? Before we went into relationship,u're not like this. Ily so much and fear of losing you that I kept things to myself. I swear I didn't want you to get worried just for a small matter. Will things carry on like this? *sigh*

My One && Only, Monster Baby (:

2008-07-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

Oh yea, first of all, I wanna wish Nazura and Fadly Khan Happy 1st annivesary.
To Liyana Abdul Rahim, Happy 16th birthday! May you wish come true yo.
Okaee, go rot in hell. Kwang3.
And for Ina Punat, suker ah awk nak kat 1 yr single.
Lastly, happy 1 monthsary to me and castello.
WOOOHOOOOOOOO!
Ily gemok.

My One && Only, Monster Baby (:

2008-07-05T12:30:00.000+08:00

Hello people! It's a long time since i've update. Miss my bloggie. I felt kinda devasted yesterday. Get annoyed with first sis. Fcuked her =.=' && Baby was 45 minutes late. But nyeah, it's not his fault anyway. Meet him at 5.30 and went to kfc. And when I'm eating, he irritates me. Hence, I gave him a one of a kind look. Binget gler babe. Along the way to our usual lepak place, buy fruit tartlets from Prima Deli (=Talked to him with a boring voice.
SZ: "B, i tnk tgk movie. Tkde mood. Some other time jek ah."
Castello: "Yelar2." Pause.
SZ: "My friend pon ngok hancock,lau i tau, i ikot kawan i. U're always late syg!"
Castello: "Eleh, tadi org da suroh balek, abeh u maseh nk tunggu"
SZ: "Of course la, kater rindu seh. Dush!"
*Raziel poke my tummy*
And I was like "UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!"
Gonna miss this moments though. Gadoh-gadoh sayang la gtuk. Haa. Tomorow going to wild wild wet. Yeayyy! Wan Teng recently has update his post, always. I'm impressed. Take care people. Need to tidy up my f&n. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

My One && Only, Monster Baby (:

2008-06-22T02:09:00.000+08:00

Currently chatting with bf. Things gonna settle soon. Yeayyy! *sleepy*

My One && Only, Monster Baby (:

2008-06-21T09:18:00.000+08:00

Hello people! Had an headache for days. Baby gonna come over to my place.
Freaking bored lahh. Anyway, Matiin! Happy 21st birthday yaw! (:
I've asked to do this quiz or question, whatever you call.

1)How long will you wait for someone you love ?
- Nah, Im already attached to monster baby. ily so much
- && He'll wait for me even if it takes 100 years down the road (:
2)What do you want to eat now ?
- Craving for that royal chocolate cake from coffee beans.
3)What is the last thing you would do/say if tomorrow is the end of the world ?
- I love monster baby and dear god, i dont wanna go to hell.
4)Do you hate your friends sometimes ?
- Kinda I guess.
5)What will you do if your best friend is kipnabbed ?
- What will I do? Activate same tu kidnapper ah! (MACAM PAHAM.)
6)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain ?
- Duh, I've seen it quite a number of times. What a question =.='
7)Who would you choose between your ex boyfren & current boyfren ?
- If can I wanna choose both, but nyeah, my current bf is everything to me.
8)Do you tend to make relationships complicated ?
- I always do that && get scolded *giggles*
9)Are you happy with your life right now?
-Having my special someone in my life, im more then happy.
10)What if your crush ask you out?
- Of course, not.
11)What is the thing you want most now ?
-Finish up my food&nutrition coursework.
12)What feeling do you hate the most ?
- Being looked down upon.
13)What will you do if you fall in love with a guy ?
- I will hugged him tightly and give a tender kiss on his lips ;P
14)What are you lookin forward to in the following weeks ?
- Extend holiday, can?
15)The most important things in your life ?
- Family, Friend, Monster Baby.
16)who do you hope to be always there for you ?
- God and I know baby will always be there for me (:
17)Do you find life meaningless ?
- Nah. Life's great!
18)Who do you love the most ?
- Muhd Helmi bin Bakhtiar. Haha!
19)Do you believe there is true love ?
- Yea, I do believe but, I know it doesnt exist.
20)What's your greatest wish ?
- Ibu and Ayah blessed my relationship with bf.
21) Who's my closest friends ?
- Ms Chubbylicious, Super Ain, Cad, Syirazaaaaaq, Faeza, IIna Punat.
I love this dudette to the core, trust me.

dedicated specially for him (below)

"Happiness won't come from always getting what you want, it comes from wanting what you've already got."

My One && Only, Monster Baby (:

2008-06-19T22:47:00.000+08:00

Baby :'( Let me make things clear first okaeee? Upon God, I swear i love you, so much.
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okaee enough.
love; ur lil wifey (:

:DD

2008-06-16T16:53:00.000+08:00

Okaee,da lamer tak update. Pffft! First of all, i wanna wish my mum happy 43rd birthday! (: I love you so much. Much much more then monster baby *giggles* Anyway mum, I really hope you have a long,blessed life and may your wish come true. God, it's study camp this week. Everyday, 8-6. Urghh! Well, saw haziq just now.
Macam biase, kitorang due act tak tau and tk knl each other.
Well, i guess last week was a movie week =)
11th June : Kung Fu Panda (cute giler!perot bontot tk leh angkat babe.)
12th June: Missing ( Its more to love story compared to suspend/thriller)
13th June: The Hulk (Must watch! Fun habes, Trust me.)
To Ina Punat, mane menghilang? Senyap jek. Pe lahhh. Tkpe2, Charac, mentang2 da kerje. Kwang3!

:DD

2008-06-11T13:35:00.000+08:00

Hello world! Well, been quite busy this few days. So yea, didnt update yaw. Hati nie mcm tergerak untuk mem-blog-ing. This evening going to watch 'kung fu panda' with Mandak,Shydeen,Kak Siti,Esan,Nurul,Huda,Wisha,Mama,Hariz && my bitch, Syirah. Haha! Oh yar, thanx eh. Aku sayang kau. Gi Melake gerek kan? Aku tau. Kau balek Kelantan pon cantek. *tongue out* Chill eh.Having kinda chaotic situation for the past few days back in M'sia.

Event that has been going on from 6th till 8th June at Sungei Tedong,Melaka. 1st day-3rd day? Freaking boring la. Trust me. Got a lot of love bite when I stayed there. Urghhh! Hate it. It's becoming worst for godness sake. But its not unusual, cause my skin is sensitive everytime I went there. (Syirah,I know u'll laugh at upon reading this post) Haha, go rot in hell. The jemputan && akad nikah, both i went to see. Like damn long la their conversation. The Tok Kadi banyak colok =.=' All the way I drink, coke, tea vice versa. Stomach cramp pop out of sudden. Yea, so thats about it. Here's the picture that I've taken yaww! Selamat. *giggles*

The house (:
I love this boy, cute gler! && His name is Daengg. A million time cuter then Monster Baby. Haha!
Kak Zirah, Kak Siti, Mak Ngah, Makcik (tak tau name) Mum, Me, Mak Long && Pak long. Familia.
And the pengantin on that day.

"and i crack it again! ; ekhsan and me"
Me,2nd Sis,Bro
Pak Ucu and daughter
Small Cusin,Gendol luas weeeei!
Its her again (:
Mum, Baby && Uncle.
Future Cousin-In-Law (:
Kak G's Future's husband (:
Picture, A day before I went to Melake. Nurul Darwisyah.
See how happy Hariz and Wisya was? =.=' Uh huh.
Minah Gigi Bogel. Khekhekhekhe!
Baby, I did three things today; miss you, miss you, and miss you.

:DD

2008-06-05T12:16:00.000+08:00

"Loving you is the second best thing I have done, finding you was the first."
Specially dedicated to my loved one, you know who ;P Well, tomorow im going to Melaka. Haziq say his family also going malaysia tmr. Haha! Coincedence huh. Can I not go? Pls pls. But its a must for me to follow. Im going to miss all of 'em. Especially boncit (: Not in a mood actually to post anything. Nothing much really happen. So yea, pray for my well-being. Take care people. Byeeeeeee!

SZ:B,I tanak gi melake seh.
Castello:Tanak g? Dok uma i ah. Haha!
SZ:Ainkkk! Gatal eh B.
Castello:Yea2, gonna miss you so much.
SZ:Awww, me too hunny.
Castello:Otey. Take good care of yourself okaeee?
SZ:Yer2, I know. U too tcr. ILY! Da2, g maen jaoh2 sane.
Castello:ILYT Bacin! (:

Each msg's makes me smile, although its a stupid one.

:DD

2008-06-03T19:03:00.001+08:00

Well, hello people! (: Damn, yesterday's outing to orchard was definitely super fun! Firstly, went to novena and take the shuttle bus to K.K. Send my cus to him mum there. His appoinment was at 3.15. Nahh, we reach at 3.30 (: Dont care. Then went back to novena and head to orchard. Walk all the way to far east plaza. Actually, went there to buy 2nd sis shirt and stuff. Bt it's like super sale at ALANO. Sis bought two shirt, and i bought a dress for myself and a shirt. Not forgetting, I bought a pair of earring, bangle, masccara and eyeliner. Total: $100 over. So thrifty of me. Then meet aunt and went to Sakura to eat. Superb! Okaee, well thats it for now. Lazy to type other stories. Im really happy getting what i want. Too bad i cant get the $26 mascara. Aiming it withing next 2 months. Next 2 months?! Haha. Wth. Byeeeeeeeeeeee people!

:DD

2008-06-01T22:58:00.000+08:00

Today is a boring day. Shit! Well, went to Plaza Singapure to support An and Dann. They really did a good job though. "Dear God, make them the first 3." All the way yaw! Guys, you rocks! (:
Oh yeah, I miss you, a lot. Serious, tk tipu. && Now, I've realized the definition of love. Thank you so much baby. Well, i trust that u wont let me go. Eh, lesen motor weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeei! Kwang3. Fake jek! Here's one for you, monster.

Use this picture.

:DD

2008-05-30T12:12:00.000+08:00

Yea, hello people! (: Haziq sms me, he asked me to follow to sentosa next monday. Well, im not interested lah. Let him spend with his loves one. I know there'll be misunderstanding again if i go.
Have fun dude! Im really2 sorry baby, I just want you to feel how I feel. It sucks a lot , isnt it romeo? *sigh* How I wish, I want our past back. Too bad, I know its wishful of us to get back together. I swear I wont looked back again. I never regret loving you. muhd ridhwan, i miss you. && You'll always be in my heart.

:DD

2008-05-28T22:37:00.001+08:00

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(i know it's lame, well, feeling so exuberant out of sudden!)

:DD

2008-05-18T18:47:00.000+08:00

Someone sounds pathetic. Haha. Despo lah kau,gerl.
JIJI JAHAT.

:DD

2008-05-15T14:02:00.000+08:00

Super pissed off with Mr.Tan, jerk!

ASS U.

Always delay things.

(GO AND DIE)

Na'ah, well im really pissed off with him la. Keep delaying things. Firstly, he said my cca attendance is 75% and above already. Just a day before exam, he said it was not, like what the fcuked. Then he laughed as if its so funny. Geram seh, even i scolded mum, cause, damn! really hate this. Sorry mum, didnt mean to hurt you. It's just that, I'm really super angry. Actually, my body feels really weak. (i used a lot of 'really' in the post.)*giggles* apart from them, I didnt know what to do. God, if u're listening, i need your helps. I just couldnt help myself doing this things. Should I change or make things worst? Urghhh! Raziel, I need you. (Raziel's keep sleeping all day long uh) Go berak la! Stupid sentence to end this, I know.

:DD

2008-05-13T12:07:00.001+08:00

Today, Only The Art Student Sec 4 NA Need To Come Back For Their Exam. Received Msg From Mdm Dee. Finishing Up My Coursework So That June Holiday No Need To Come Back. Ohhh Yar! To My "BESTIE", Last Long With Your Fana. I Despise You, Dude. A Lot. If I Knew This Would Had Happen, I Wouldnt Want To Know You. I Hate You, To The Core. If I Got A Chance, Surely I Will Avenge Back. Tcr ah. Prangai Boleh Tahan Sundal Ah Lu Mat (:

:DD

2008-05-12T12:39:00.000+08:00

Hello People! Just change my blogskin. Cool with it urh. Many things recently happened. Anyway, just now was the last paper. Woohoooo! Really Happy. Da leh hooray2! Haha. 2nd sis just came back from hospital. Her's, lump operation. While waiting yesterday,tidy the house and on the phone with haziq and gemok (: Had fun talking to him. Ibu, Happy Belated Mother's Day! Sayang ibu sgt sgt. (Sweet kan aku) Ayee, need to get ready. Wanna go out, take pictures with ekhsan geekstar. I mean adek aku, nashke. Bleargh! Tcrrrr!

:DD

2008-05-07T11:01:00.000+08:00

Okaee,well aina and haziq patch up (: She promised me not to let haziq go. Anyway, last long guy. To adey, pls get this. Im here just to guide you, not to love you. Hope you understand. Just now had my malay paper 2. Kinda hard. Na'ah,dont care lah. Need to get ready. Nk gi library. Blajar dok! Haha. Susah mau dapat tau. Tmr's gonna be the most hardest paper. Science; FCUKTARD!
Good-Bye Peopleeeeeeeeeeee!

:DD

2008-05-03T12:01:00.000+08:00

Going out with gemok later. (EXCITEDD!)Meeting him at 1. Buy my belated-belated birthday present. 3 years and counting down, baby (:

Ya well,I heard she broke up with haziq. If she thinks thats the best, then anything goes with me. Whatever it is, Haziq's still gonna be my close friend. Anarell, pls dont get the wrong idea. And maybe, every single suggestion I give to Haziq so as to tighten your relationship, he'll say "lazy lah". Wasted my fcuking time. Na'ah, I think its best for u to give haziq and urself a break first. He needs to concentrate on his 0's anyway. Dear Anarell, for godness sake, I advise you not to keep thing to urself okaee? It will only make things worst. On what I say abt yesterday, dont get hurt aye? Its the fact. Sometimes in life, you dont have to know the truth, it hurts, a lot then you ever think. Trust me. U're actually a sweet girl, i believe you can find someone better. I dont mind ur friends and u think of me as a slut or whore or sundal (:

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2008-04-28T17:52:00.000+08:00

Yeah well,hello people! (: Wanna what? Yesterday was the most funniest and weirdest day of my life. Damn,god! Raziel,or Helmi or whatever you called him, my best very very best friend, sms me calling by the nick of B. I was like first, what the hell? But cute uhhh, cause bukan selalu oi. Yea then he kept calling me B times and again. Haha,when i asked him, "nie pe steam panggel org B?", he was like just hake care and didnt answer my stupid question. Anyway,had my malay oral. Well, its super kinda easy. Fuhhh! Nasib. The theme is on riadah thingy. Suppp! Oh here's the pic i take on the metta home. Just see for urself. (Everytime I looked at his msg,I'll be like giggling by myself.)

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2008-04-27T17:21:00.000+08:00

Did my sponge cake just now cause going out with aunt was cancelled. Postpone to thursday,1 st may on labour day. Anyway, the first attempt was quite badly done. As in there's no taste. Tasteless. Bt jyeah, adjust and modify the recipe a bit, and on the whole, the second attempt was way much more better i guess. So thats it people. Adios amigos! (:

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2008-04-27T12:02:00.000+08:00

Yea well, afternoon people! Didnt went to religious class just now. Super duper tired. 3 hours at an-nur mosque? Ohhh! So tidak. Ya well,just finish check my friendster. Anw,1/2 an hour ago watched JUMANJI. So hilarious lah that movie. Nyeh,intend to bake my sponge cake after I bath. So ya,bathing time (: Then going out with aunt to buy my very very very belated birthday present. Hehe. Excited dok! Goodbye.

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2008-04-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

DEAREST PUNAT;HAPPY2 16TH BDAY!

(:

EH SWEET,

MAY U HAVE A BLESSING LIFE OKAEE?

7 YEARS

AND COUNTING DOWN BAYBEH!

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2008-04-24T18:27:00.000+08:00

Went to metta home near my house (: It was kinda scary. You know, they're the type of low IQ and old people. The best part is where faeza cry. Hahaa! Klakar kan2? She cry cause she's scared of them. Seeing them again,pity and very sympathise sehh. But cute tau jorang. Played games and do some performances. Go this aunty, "notty ah u!" and when zarifi and nazreen runs around the chair, she was like "jia yo!jia yo!jia yo!" Super funny. Had a lot of fun, though. Waiting for the next CIP thingy. Mdm Kaur did asked me what i wanna do since the monkeys in our class was doing their own things. Maybe go to the beach and do some cleaning up. So yea people, tired-ness! Btw, Inaaaa (: happy bday in advance! Later I'll give ur bday present next monday. *big laughhhh!*

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2008-04-23T17:20:00.000+08:00

Just now was the first day n-level practical exam. Haha! Supposedly I need to do caramel custard,fried rice and scotch egg. Too bad everytime I did my caramel custard,either it didnt cooked or corked up daa! Well,Mdm Dee praised me for my fried rice,"its very nice,I like" *giggles* As for my scotch egg,"zubaidah,this scotch egg compared to last week was better." I did take her words seriously (: Hope to have a better job for next week,which is caramel custard,sponge cake and agar agar gudir. Faeza,Syahidah,Aqbar and IIka helped with the washing and stuff. Thanx guys! See ya people! Need to study for tomorow maths circle,mean median mode and distance speed time graph test. Super tired!

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2008-04-22T16:49:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since i've update my fcuking blog. Abondoned it for long time uhhh. Nuthing much has happened recently. Except, tmr's gonna be the first day n-level practical exam, Thursday, CIP at metta home -.-' (again! damn!),Friday, Ina's and wal bday pit which i'll not be going. Kwang3. Instead, date with my best bud. Ben and jerry, dier blanje dok! *giggles* Anyway, Nash ku, sad to hear that u're fcuking stress. Thanx for the wish. Appreciate it a load though. To iika, I cant get to ur blog. Is it www.chique-iika.blogspot.com? Kiter tak leh dapat lahh awak. Hmmm.

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2008-04-13T15:50:00.000+08:00

Romeo,I miss you so much. And I swear I did.

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2008-04-13T09:27:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was super fun! Went to vivo with sis and bro. Thank godness matiin wasnt there. *Giggles* Have an option of choosing the ripcurl wallet or other things. Well,I choose the necessary things. Bought a $48 simple brown dress and $11 earring. Excited! Jyeah,feel united at last. But in the middle of yesterday,WanTeng had to go and attend to something else. WhatTheFuck kan? But overall,Im satisfied. Thanx sis! I love you. Haha! 3 more days counting to 16th april. Exaggerated sangat lah kate kan. Dah terikot si punat. Haha. Need to settle some things. So,take care people ! (:

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2008-04-08T22:27:00.000+08:00

Dearest sis,happy hot 17th bday!
Best wishes from me.Take care of yourself and lessen down ur weight cheeky gerl. Presents: Tiger and Dora The Explorer Soft Toys. Too much soft toys now. Urh!

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2008-04-06T20:15:00.000+08:00

Since my mum and dad go in and out of hospital visiting my granduncle,I have to do the house chores. Wash the dishes,fold the clothes. This and that. Leceh sehhh. Grrrr. Upcoming event (:
-Tuesday 2nd sis bday &
Go out with 1st sis buy my bday present (:
-Saturday maybe going out with S4L .
Rindu Siooooooot! So long. Dead tired now .

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2008-04-05T14:20:00.000+08:00

Dear diary,today is a boring day. Seriously,its effing boring. My grandma's cousin is in the hospital. Well,there's no hope for him anymore. He's in the critical state or to be exact "nazak". Everyone will meet death one day. The only thing i can do is,pray for him. Waked at 7+ when roy msg,reply back and went back to sleep. Sorry dude. Waked at 11.25 and straight fried the fries for sis and bro. And play com for a while,meet syirah. Next thing i need to do .
-Wash the 2 full sink of plate and cups .
-Bath
-Eat
-Went to shop , buy some snacks .
So long people.

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2008-04-04T21:02:00.000+08:00

First of all,I wanna wish my bdk taik something. Yeayyy! Nazura Izzuddin! Happy 16th bday gerl. Wa lurp sama lu. Blh tahan tue eh skg ? Anw,another thing. Happy 9 monthsary with faddy yaw! Today is her best day for her i guess (: And to me,Happy 1 yr singlehood! 1 yr dok. Gerek. Ina,wait long2 eh utk 1 yr. Kwang3. And i miss my special someone.

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2008-04-03T20:05:00.000+08:00

"To live life without you is to live life without love" Dedicated to dear romeo.
Ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily. I'll miss our time together baby . Instead of going to physics remedial,went to meet apon. God,i miss him like hell! Had a lot of fun. Kwang3. Anw,thanx for spending the time with me. *Smooches*

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2008-03-31T22:23:00.000+08:00

Mrs yap went to our class. 8-8.45 am
Well,and of course my dearest classmate get scolded .
1)attendance
2)CA1 result .
Haha. Anw,tmr's upcoming test .
-english
-chemistry
-maths
-social studies .
Thats a lot . Good night people. Few more hours to go to april .
Wheeee !

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2008-03-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

change my skin layout again (:
hee .
anyway . sayang ku fazli !
thanx for the blog addy .
yeah , i know its kinda cool .
kan3 ?
he doesnt even know whats the meaning of the addy .
haha .
ty so much aight .
gd night .

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2008-03-30T22:24:00.000+08:00

its been days since i've update .
btw , happy 3rd anni eyfa (:
last long lahh korang due .
aku nie , ketinggalan .
single mingle -.-'
eh2 , luper .
ina pon sgl kaper .
kwang3.
2 days of doing kendarat-ing at nazreen's sis wedding .
saturday , 6-10 .
sunday , 1-5 .
and guess what ?
i only get 10 bucks .
pathetic, isnt it ?
my adek , didnt go madrasah and ngaji just to help him .
&& i didnt go to religious class .
and he said the people helping is more then enough .
padahal2 , darah up siol .
well , i'll settle with him .
he has promise 30-50 bucks .
lau tkde , im gonna kick ur balls , dude .
seriously , im in need of money .
"GOD , MONEY RAIN CAN ?"
stupid lahh zubat .
damn , im tired .
need to do my school stuff yaw !
good night people (:
p.s: imy baby .

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2008-03-26T18:59:00.000+08:00

can i not post abt ecp outing ?
lazy , you see .
anw , its damn fun !
www.funnygirl-inc.blogspot.com
view her's .
and yar , ina !
i dont think i need to borrow u my camera .
haha ! i know what u'll do with it .
i'll post the pic now aye ?
few more weeks to my 1 year singlehood (:
damn , its effing boring without a guy in ur life .
trust me .
well well , can i have a new boyfie ?
please please please ?
apon aku tendang satu corner .
kwang3 . okaee , lame , i know .
the feeling of being protect .
and give you the feel of safe and secure .
i miss that very much .
urgh -.-'
photographer : missy lost
model : funnygirl.inc (:

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2008-03-20T21:30:00.000+08:00

yes ah .
east coast park , here i come !
okaee okaee , lame i know .
gonna go picnic or riding bicycle tmr .
sumer bdk2 chronic yg tak tau naek basikal .
haha ! example , ina and eyfa .
kwang3 .
anw , guys , 2.45 at bus interchange .
bus 966 aye ?
need to help out my mum .
p.s : i miss my baby romeo .

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2008-03-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

bad day .
as usual , physic is damn boring .
school as per normal (:
catch up with the gerl's match just now .
woodlands vs CHIJ katong .
wooooo ! we defeat them i guess .
and sahira came .
"eh , tadi de cheerleading?"
"cheerleading ke hape . satu org pon takde .
yelar , amal kan selalu"
i was like . haha ! baekkk .
okaeee , && todayyy
someone called me selekeh gerl .
malu sehh tadi . btol nyer selekeh .
i feel as if im the most slackest gerl at cwp
XD
screw you dude , ngappp !
anw , its so boring nowadays .
hope this friday's plan will make it .
need my sleep .
penat dokkk .

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2008-03-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

okaee .
today was super bored .
trust me , its been 3 times mrs.liau asked me to waked up .
mr.quek was not here && class was combined .
prangai bdk enam jahanam tu hah , mcm monyet berpisang .
pisang abes ! aha . ina ina .

omg ! apon was effing sweet .
not forgetting mushy . hehe ! ainkkkkkkkk !
dialled romeo just now when i saw his misscall.
ring .. ring .. ring ..
"HELLO SHYG (:"
i was like " helooooo , dah bilang nadzirah lom? "
" BLOM , TADI ALEK , DIER NAK ALEK NGAN I , "
" THEN I SAID I NAK ALEK NGAN CLASSMATE "
replied " ohh okaeee , u nie . "
he asked how's sch and stuff .
"MEET U ARD 3.30 TMR ?"
" what ? 3.30 ? i abes sch ard that time .
lagik pon i kene mrh ngan my dad "
blah3 , na'ah , my baby understand my situation .
we continued talking .
"okaee syg , i need to put down the phone . nnt my dad alekkkk ."
"ALAH SYG , DONT PUT DOWN . JAP AGIK OKAEEE "
"dah2 , takde . okaee ."
and there goes my gd night wish to romeo .
a lot to put down . kinda lazy .

ohhh ohhh ! ayah marah cause i msg my ex using his phone w/o permission.
but i just msg him abt his bday =(
tu pon kene marah .

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2008-03-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

muhd ridwan bin taufiq (:
day by day , bit by bit .
i've realised somthing .
he's the one .
who's been showing the meaning of true love .
anw , it doesnt really exist .
like him , i had the same experience .
his past , i can say it's kinda bad .
"i guess so"
hehe ! *cheeky smile*
sape nak die ? lelong lelong ! virgin you .
kwang3 ! he's mine and only mine .
dare take him , i'll cut ur head off , gerls .
especially that nadzirah .

aku nak cincang2 kauu . menggatal ngan dier pat skola ehh pompan .
basically , i've started to love him .
as a friend , and i hope it turns out to be else thing :P
two thing , i wont want to lose him .
neither let him go .
he's a nice guy though . setia uu . haha !
there's more abt him that makes me fall in love lahh .
dearest romeo , i swear i'll pray hard
that nth will happened to you on the 26th .
or at least ur sentence will be light .
i hope i can spend those little time with you , baby .
love and miss you truckloads .

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2008-03-17T21:08:00.000+08:00

and i've changed my blogskin (:
danmn ! my body's aching everywhere .
after going to gym .
gym kape , gerl ? hehe !
doing it , without stretching .
go with my aunt while the rest go have their swim .
anw , thanx pak cik joe .

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2008-03-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

&& I'VE LOST THE LOVE , OF MY LIFE .
AFTER 3 YEARS WE'VE GONE THROUGH .
IM SORRY DUDE .

i feel it
and it really hurts a lot seeing you go .
well , im trying to forget you .
thanx for waiting and understanding .
apon gooooood boyy lahh (:

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2008-03-09T12:04:00.000+08:00

dear god ;
if i have 1 last wish , i would sure turn back the time .
to adey , last long your friendship with ferlira .
na'ah , i'll always love you adey , as a friend .
i feel how you feel , dude .
maybe someday or somehow , im sure there's someone who will always love you (:
i can never be yours .
part of it was my fault since we nearly had a fight .
anyway , im sorry okaee ?

UNIFORM GROUP CAMP .
damn ! it was bored .
all i do is eat , bath , sleep .
even if its in the evening .
the best part is the hiking -.-'
in the schdule list , we're going macritchie reservoir .
but it turn the other way round . admiralty park .
what the fcuked right ? anyway2 !
slep at zura-didi house. hehe !
thanx gerl (:
i didnt get to go to escape =(
well , i can always go next time .
anw , im all excited for next week's event .
sat i'll be celebrating his bday with my beloved romeo !
sun i'll be going to cineleisure to watch my sayang dance .
he's from naval base sec . starts ard 2 .
okaee . i've write enuff . wanna get my sleep back .
Zzzzzzz .